幸而

再次閱讀自己的佈落格時，聽著《歲月的流逝》（"세월이 가면"），好像有這麼一瞬間，就明瞭只要了解世間種種，自我的重要性也就消失了，然後曾經著緊的一切，都沒有所以為的那樣重要了。

幸而我一直知道除了那些需要我參與的世事外，還有更多比世間種種更光明美麗的聲音存在於我心內。

司法模式與制度

事實上，如果你把事情當作遊戲，當中關乎的便是參加者們如何參照遊戲規則和架構，使用各種聰明的方法走規則漏洞達到遊戲目標取勝，把他人打敗。這無疑是現代社會上其中一種所謂達求目標，不擇手段的方法，然而，是甚麼使我們識別出這只是其中一種處事方式？我們又如何從中加深自我認知？又有甚麼比「赢」更富價值？

（inspired by Harry's Law 1.05 "A Day in The Life"）

This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you.

Starry, starry night.
Paint your palette blue and grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills,
Sketch the trees and the daffodils,
Catch the breeze and the winter chills,
In colors on the snowy linen land.

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.

Starry, starry night.
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze,
Swirling clouds in violet haze,
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue.
Colors changing hue, morning field of amber grain,
Weathered faces lined in pain,
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.

For they could not love you,
But still your love was true.
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night,
You took your life, as lovers often do.
But I could have told you, Vincent,
This world was never meant for one
As beautiful as you.

Starry, starry night.
Portraits hung in empty halls,
Frameless head on nameless walls,
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the strangers that you've met,
The ragged men in the ragged clothes,
The silver thorn of bloody rose,
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.

Now I think I know what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they're not listening still.
Perhaps they never will...

看著空蕩蕩的一片，原本千言萬語現在被一下刪除就變乾淨的空白一片... 我心也隨即涼了一大截，比寒夜更冰冷。